SO FAR APART

I love you with all my heart,

I wish we werent so far apart,

Thinking of you makes me smile,

And want to drive all those miles,

So i could just hug you,

And tell you how much i love you,

I love you with all my heart,

I wish we werent so far apart.

THE LAST GATHERING FOR 2010

Suke tol hati wa biler tgk pic2 ni..

Sume ati riang n gumbira..

At last party bbq tergempar kiteorg menjadi meriah sngt2..

Walaupon wat last minit..

Hahahaha..

Thanx to sume rakan2 yg sediakan mknn n juga yg masak2.

X lupe gak pada team meghidopkan api bbq..

Hahahaha.. Walaupon mau sejam gak tiup2 n kipas2..

Smpi nek merah2 muka... hahahahaha...

Tanpa api bbq xder ler bbq kite ni...

Hahahahah..

Event ni wa wat pada ari senin 11 may 2010.

Di pantai puteri..

Mmg best sngt2 bekmpl ramai2 pada mjls perpshn ni..

Semoga lps ni sume slamat maju jaya dgn aper yg ingin buat k..

LUV U To ALL my LUVLY FRENZ!!!!

1st anniversary

Arini genap la setahun wa bercouple dgn nurul athira.

Sekejap jew wa rasa...

Ingat lagi masa awal2 dulu wa mula usha dier.. lawak pon ade..

Just gune sms jew..

Hadoi tol2 x romantik.

Hahahahahaha...

Time tu she pon mcm pecaye n x pecaye jew wa ask her...

Tp sume tu memori...

Kini dh setahun hubungan wa n her..

Mcm2 dugaan, suka duka mcm mc2 cabaran juga.

Tp kami still besama.

Pasni our relatnshp will start in new phase..

Heheheh...

Planning for the gud future for us..

Untuk kawan2 sume...

Wa nk ucapkan thanx coz bynk beri galakan n sokongan.

Semoga kalian sume dpt mendoakan our happiness..

CERITA NTAH PAPE..

"It always happens the same way without fail. It goes sort of like this. I'm walking along, daydreaming in my own little world. Then, from out of the blue, all the air I have began to trust and rely on to breathe disappears. I find myself in a daze. My thoughts become fogged and I stop thinking. I run on instinct alone.

Each time it happens I feel my heart break a little bit more. It actually hurts. Then I feel the scar begin to form on top of all the others. My heart becomes weaker each time and I have to add armor to try and protect it.

How can I be so foolish again? Why did I have to give my heart away like this, again? I told myself a long time ago not to. It worked for so long, and dummy me had to try it one more time.
Will it heal this time? Did the break go to deep? How long until the pain stops?"

This story wa bc dari book "All of the Sudden the Heart Broke" wa xtaw nape he slalu feel mcm ni. Even he always hepi. But when he lonely he feel all this crap. Plik. tp tu story.. Walaupon dh tua n wealthy tp bile kesunyian hati akan hancur. Xder gune kekayaan klu jiwa kosong.

Aku x taw nape sejak akhir2 ni lyn short story mcm ni. Plik. Diri aku makin aku x paham. Tp bleh ke dia mengerti? ntah la. Aku rase x sedap hati. Pkran slalu melayang2 pikir yg bukan2. Diri wa kekal disini. Tp jiwa aku melayang ntah kemana.

Selepas ni kami akan terpisah. Dier akan pulang ke kampung. Wa lak tgl di tanah gersang ni. Mcm mane nk aku hadapi ni sume. Selama ini asyik bekepit besama. Tapi lepas ni akan berjaohan untuk sekian lama. Boleh ke aku tahan?? Boleh ke aku hadapi?? Ni sume pemikiran yg slalu bermain di kepala.

Ntah la. Kadang2 rase diri ni kejam. Kejam coz always mendesak. Aper yg di desak?? Aku pon x tahu. Lps sume ni mula la dunia kami sendiri. Haluan yg sume idam2 kan untuk digapai. Aku??? mcm ni aje. Menghabiskan mase dgn fantasi x berfaedah. Hidup tanpa haluan dan sasaran. Mengharap rezeki dr langit?? Giler aku ni. Silap2 bala turun menimpa. Hahahah..

Saat2 akhir tidak terlalu indah. Semacam halangan menanti untuk kami berenggang. Kenapa perlu saat2 pengakhiran ini. Pelan dicipta tinggal kenangan. Aku mungkin membawa hati yg lara. X sanggup melihat dia pergi meninggalkan aku. Biar la die pergi kesorangan. Aku pergi membawa hati yang duka. Perintah keluarga dia patuhi. Mmg anak yg mithali. Cuma aku sahaja yg tidak memahami. Kini aku sendiri mencari ketenangan abadi di dalam dunia abadi... Aku dh bunuh diri la woi.. Aku hantu menulis dari lubang hakiki.

(Hahaahah.. ni cite wa jmpe kat website gile cerita. ntah pape jek. susun atur cite mmg fail. sedap2 jek die taip. Wa xpaham. ader cite org puteh pastu dier wat citer diri sendiri. nk compare pon x same langsong. jadi layan la klu rase best. wa just cut n paste je)

ALONE :(

ALONE...

IM ALONE,

SO VERY ALONE.

I HURT,SO VERY BAD.

I AM IGNORED,

JUST THROWN ASIDE.

I AM SECURITY,

FOR OTHER TO HAVE.

I AM LONELY,

THERE IS NO ONE CLOSE,

NO ONE SEE THE PAIN.

I CRY,

HOPE IS GONE.

I AM ALONE,

AND NO ONE KNOW.

this poem dedicated to;

Someone that is alone.

People whose their Life is full with dull.

Peoples whose look happy but inside them is empty.

Anyone who think they feel lonely...